i’m at the end of my rope.

i think that i’m done now.

if this was a contest, you win.

and i concede.


i tried to befriend you,

tame you,

scare you,

overcome you,

forget you,

understand you.

but still, i have never even come close…

close enough to touch you

and be one with you.


you are bigger than i am.

you win.



april 7, 2008

8:57 p.m.


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